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Tuesday, 23 June 2009

  • Forgetting

    It's kind of weird, but you think that memories that mean a lot to you will stay with you forever, burned into your memory, and the emotions will always be there. But I guess a memory is like a face...after you've been away from it for so long, it gets fuzzier in your mind. Today I was trying to remember the name of that city, and for several minutes, I couldn't. I remember why it was special to me, and I still smile when I think back to that night. But today I forgot the name of the city, at least temporarily. I guess my memory of it is getting fuzzier with time. It happened sooner than I thought. Interesting...

  • Seriously, Chris?

    You got lucky. You should be in jail. 

Saturday, 20 June 2009

  • Bella gets angry; productivity ensues.

    Talked to the ex today (not the one labeled "lg", but the other one). He doesn't hate me, we're all good. I'm so glad...that was a crazy situation, and I had to get out. But still...I hate for things to end badly, ya know? So I'm glad we're still cool, especially cuz I'm going to see him again in a couple of weeks and I really don't want anyone to get suspicious. 

    In other news, I always surprise myself when I react strongly to S. It's never really that big of a deal, but this morning I was so mad. How could he possibly have assumed that I wasn't going to call him when I told him last night that we were going to hang out this morning? What a lame. And then instead of admitting that what he did was pretty jerk-faced, he said "we're even now" because "he thought I may have done the same thing to him once" which is not true. Good news, though...I was so mad I folded and put away an entire basket of  laundry! (Angry cleaning sprees ftw!) As much as I hate being mad at people, at least productivity ensues.  

  • My Subconscious has a Mean Streak

    (To you: I kind of hope you don't read this, but I guess I'm okay with it if you do. Don't be mad though--I was asleep the whole time!)

    Last night, weirdest thing...I had this dream about my ex. And strangely, his ex was in it too. And if you happened to read the last post in which I mentioned her, you know how I feel about her . Well, in the dream, my imaginary self must have been jedi-master scary cuz when she saw me walk into the room she looked like she was afraid for her life. And you know what? I only vaguely remember the dream, but I'm pretty sure I assaulted her. I kind of wish I could play it back so I could see what happened. 

    I wonder...will I hate her forever? Or will I someday forget her and cease to care? 
  • So I guessed, and I guessed right. Unless he finished late or he was a child prodigy, he's approximately 32. 

    What is it with me and men in their 30s? 

    That makes...(J, V, S, G, A, B, S, J, S...) 9 in the past year (or so)! 

    WEIRD...

    EDIT: As of two days ago, there's another one (J). That makes 10.

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