So I went all the way down there, and the primary reason was to see him. I didn't let on that he was my reason, because I wasn't sure whether or not he wanted to see me and how he felt about the whole situation. I was really awkward and uptight when I got there because I had no idea what he was thinking...I knew what i felt, but I didn't think he flet the same. And now, two months later, the truth comes out: we were feeling the same thing, and held back for the same reason. We were both afraid that the other wouldn't reciprocate, and we missed a major opportunity to connect. I am so mad! I can't believe we were so silly...it's amazing how awkward we are when we are afraid of being rejected. Simple communication could have changed my entire trip. Ugh.
Oh, well...things are different now. So maybe it's better this way.
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