Okay so I think I mentioned the friend vibe I got on Tuesday, but it wasn't the kind of friend vibe that means he's friend-boxed, just the kind that means we're going to have to take it slow because I have no desire to jump him or anything. But tonight he asked me about the whole drinking thing and I said no I don't ever, and he was like "seriously? never? ever?" and I said no, never, and he joked that now I'll have to be perfect in every other way. And the thing is, I think that he meant that...this might actually become a problem for us. I am not getting my hopes up.
In other news, I canceled on D tonight cuz I thought he was bringing his kid with him. But truthfully, he's so old...would it look weird for us to be out together? I don't know. And honestly, I really am not interested in being more than friends with him, and I need to let him know that instead of stringing him along. I am a lame for that. Oh well. He's mad at me now and not talking to me, wouldn't answer his phone and didn't text back and it's not likely that he's asleep at this hour so I'm thinking he's not answering on purpose. Oh, well. Like I said, I gotta be honest with him about the whole thing. I just wish being honest didn't mean likely ending our friendship too. Oh well...we're aren't really friends anyway.
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